For someone who has realized the need for companionship far too late in his life, everybody with whom he wishes to court friendship should be special and invaluable. When he destroys the trust he has been enjoying with that person, he is pushing his own happiness into darkness. There can be no reason why he would endanger such a fortunate relationship. There can only be stupidity.
It was insanity that prevailed in my mind when I stopped thinking. I wish I could undo that. I wish I could go back in time and save myself from this agonizing pangs of guilt and shame.
A betrayal can be painful, even if you are not the victim.
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